| boston. again. it's "warm" here. not that i minded the cold in boulder
3 weeks til xmas break |
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| i'm in boulder. it snowed. a lot. but the bf is keeping me warm. yay |
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| IT SNOWED!!! and i had my first snowball fight. holy shit. this is awesome. kinda cold. but fuckin awesome. i got snow shoved in my face not once, but twice. and i fell in a puddle. it doesn't get much better than this.
wow.
ahh. boston. must you be so cold?
haha.
i miss the sand. but this'll do. |
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| first of all, i'd like to say (but i can't really say it), i lost my voice. it sucks. i have to whisper. goddammit. oh well. excuse to not participate in french and piss off my teacher cuz she doesn't hate me enough.
so yea...getting drunk just isn't as fun anymore. i party hopped last night and was bored at pretty much every place i went to. i was also completely sober which probably didn't help. then it occurred to me that being drunk was the only way i would have had fun. but what's so great about going out every weekend and getting totally smashed with people you barely know? this shit is getting old. i've been saying this for weeks now but there's really nothing else to do. at the same time, i wonder when the hell are we just gonna grow up and find something better to do with our lives. honestly, what am i getting out of drinking and partying? i know i sound pompous and pretentious, but i just don't get it anymore. i feel numb to all of it. i need something more stimulating. i don't understand how you can spend years of your life doing the same thing, going to the same parties with the same people and still find it exciting. guys and girls eyeing each other to see who will be easiest. everyone crowded around a keg, desperatly trying to get drunk. i don't see a point to all of this. does anyone agree or am i just losing it? |
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